What a lovely Sun, woke up early as usual. Had Asam Laksa as breakfast for the morning, it's just wonderful. When I was driving home, some inspirations just came across my mind, and I hope I wun bore u when I blog about this. =P
Ok,when I look at myself lately, I have this thought that Im ac locking myself in a square box.Though there's up and down in life, but after solving all the matters, I usually go back to the box again.Im 23,look back to the years I've walked through,I would say I was most active in the primary school,I could simply grab all the chances, works and fight on them. Secondary school still ok but when come to Uni, I somehow felt that I was ac slowing down my pace. Wat a sad thing :(
Probably becoz I'd become one of the modern world trend followers.I believe some trends n its influence have their advantages n drawbacks. But more importantly, we must draw a limit inside us so we wun be over doing it. In real life, mayb we are just too concern about beauty, wealth, food, drinks etc.. anything that satisfy ourselves easily but never fulfill the true needs inside us. And it goes as easy as it comes also.In short,we spend most of the time to achieve the standard of the world.Sometimes I feel like I live like this becoz other ppl are living like that as well.So why do I bother to change?
In fact, it's bored and it never satisfy my inner needs.I dunno whether U have this kinda feeling before,it happened once when I removed my make up,I could feel the emptiness when I saw myself so "NAKED" in front of the mirror. Moment ago I was still Syok-ing on the make up,coz make up always make girls look nicer right.Yet after removing it I found that Im still an ordinary girl.
Back to the topic, few years ago I still felt that I was quite young when I first stepped into Uni, but not anymore now. Im soon turning 24,25,26,27.. arh.. my 30's will be approaching.. haha..And wat have I done?? I know mayb Im just scaring myself too early in this stage, but let me tell u,time just passes evyday like nobody business within the 24 hours without u realizing it. Certain thing is just in right timing for us to do when we re still physically and mentally healthy. So what's nx Im going to do??
Yes I need a change. First, I certainly need to change my heart n mind. Secondly,be more daring to try out new things (good things always!=P).Thirdly, be more humble in learning. I think to work on these 3 things I definitely need alot of determination, self-motivation, self-control and strength.
Another thing to share is about the accident happened in Melaka on 10/10/10 which evyone supposed a good day.Yet tragedy happened.Frankly speaking no one expected this to happen as I was shocked when I knew my fren was one of the victims. Thank God he's fine, just some minor injuries on head and face. Life is just way too fragile than u and I can understand. From the moment we re born, mayb sth is destined or created before we exist but for the living ppl like us, we should really appreciate our loved-one around us, utilize our time for meaningful stuff, and more importantly, to ac know wat U re believing in. As I always remind myself: Miracles happen to those who believe.
This blog post looks rather like a New Year's resolution.Haha. In fact New Year is not far from now.Take this 2 months time to think about a change for urself!(if you need to)
Irrelevant to the things I've blogged above, I seriously need one Dark Mocha Frappuccino
for this lovely Sun again!! :P Take care evyone...
(p/s: These re just some of my personal thoughts, U dun have to agree about it. But I do hope it somehow reminds U and I to have some changes in lives! =P)
